free verse of detained love

Suspicion.
Does he feel the same?
ain't matter,
the climax will never come.

I went too far
without m o v i n g .
Frozen.
Motionless.

No precedents.
Lies!
Can a woman cease her heart?

I trace back in my mind
when did this become a sadist scheme?
Behave.
Or react?

He defies.
She opposes.
the next step is